When I woke up this morning, earlier than usual, to find our one and only "inherited" goldfish floating on the top of it's bowl I felt awful and a bit tearful as I really didn't "feel" like having a death in my life today! Nevertheless I went to find a container to put the fish into so my son and I could hold a little service and give it a “burial at sea” in the River Thames.

As I picked up the bowl to move it to the kitchen the fish half-heartedly moved and I realised it was still alive! Panicking and feeling unsure about what to do and what was going to happen (would it die a slow death, would it live?) I centred myself, PRAYED FOR HELP from the ANGELS, my GUIDES and GOD & got busy trying to help it.

I prepared a separate bowl with a mixture of fresh NIKKEN PIMAG FILTERED WATER and WATER FROM IT'S BOWL and I added 3 DROPS of NIKKEN PIMAG CONCENTRATE, 3 SPRAYS of DR BACH'S RESCUE REMEDY & 3 drops of CROWEA AUSTRALIAN BUSH FLOWER ESSENCE then transferred the fish into this bowl & put my hands around the bowl giving it some ENERGY HEALING. After about 30 seconds it started moving and then about 1 minute later it began moving more! Then it slowed down and floated again! So I thought "ok, it is definitely dying" & added BUSH IRIS AUSTRALIAN BUSH FLOWER ESSENCE & sprayed AUSTRALIAN BUSH FLOWER ESSENCE SPACE CLEARING SPRAY to help it transition to the light. I also transferred the fish back to it's clean bowl with the same combination of water, drops & essences.

The fish floated once again for about 30 seconds & then took off! For the last 2½ hours it's been swimming around "like a fish" and I almost can't believe it!

MY DEEPEST THANKS to ALL the invisible beings and energies for bringing the fish back to life! I know that it will die at some stage as it's lived much longer than most goldfish in bowls live but I'm SO relieved and grateful that it didn't die this morning!

As mentioned in my last blog things are rapidly changing on Earth and in the last few weeks we've had a number of energetic gateways and influences - 10.10.2010, 20.10.2010 and the Blue Full Moon on 23.10.2010. The energies are shifting and people are moving and changing or having to fix things in their lives.  When there are such energetic shifts we are all affected at some level - often on the emotional but this can also manifest on a physical level. 

I remember years ago when I had an appointment with a healer and the healer phoned me to cancel due to illness - I was SO surprised as in those days I felt that healers should NOT get sick! I've since realised however, that we are all humans and that if we do not listen to our emotions or our bodies then we can become sick or dis-eased. I very seldom get ill but was struck down by chronic bronchitis about 10 days ago. My illness was due to my immune system being low as I hadn't been sleeping properly (my son had been waking me up every night for a couple of weeks due to fear of the dark) and I was processing some very deeply held grief (my friend was spending time with her aunt who was dying and did die and it brought back many of the memories of when my middle sister was dying and died in 2006 at the age of 38). So even though I'm a healer and know what makes me ill and I was well aware of what was going on with my emotions I still got sick. Part of me felt frustrated that I was ill as I had a lot of work to do (luckily no clients as it was over the weekend) but I had to just "go with the flow" and ended up in bed for 2 days! I mixed up a combination of Australian Bush Flower Essences (Bush Fuchsia, Bush Iris, Crowea, Pink Mulla Mulla, Red Suva Frangipani & Sturt Desert Pea) to help me and by Tuesday last week was feeling a great deal better.

What I want to point out here is that we are all humans and that at some level we all determine and mould our lives, however there are times when things happen that feel beyond our control and at these times we need to relax into the process (go with the flow) rather than fight it, ask for help from those around us and picture ourselves well and healthy again. Our minds and bodies are extremely complex and powerful - thoughts become energy and our bodies work hard and often very quickly to help us heal.